yup,i do comment on her post and pretty excited about it..
The moment I checked esmp, I'm damn so excited about it...Yup,the carry mark do got a bit higher than before.All my worried about that paper,is just temporarily gone for a while..
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'temporarily??'
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Yup..it only last untill the result came out yesterday.So i checked esmp an-..
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'did you pass??'
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*bammmm!!!!!!!!(sfx)*
I failed..ouch~~(=,=)'
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At first, having repeat doesn't sound so bad after all(it is bad actually).It is my first time to repeat and most of my friends already been through this..But,after several hours later,no matter how hard I've tried to accept the truth,my tears just won't stop..It feels like I'm loosing myself..feels like I'm a total failure..I just can't imagine how my parent gonna react about this.I know,I know, I got to tell them sooner or later,but I'm just afraid to make them upset,huhu..
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Well,some of my friends mentioned that the result is still unofficial..However,like the previous year,the usual unofficial is nothing different than the official one.So,yeah,i don't give such a damn high hope for it and just accept the way it was..There's nothing much I can do besides praying to Allah..
p/s-At first,it's really hard for me to accept it and I barely hard to sleep that night.but,with all my friends support, I feel a lot better and back in shape..Thanks guys..
paan, i just checked my smp, and the results already gone.. so can we trust the result that we've seen a few days ago? or should we pray, hoping we'll get a better grade than before? huu~
ReplyDeleteFor now,i'll just trust the previous result.I know how i answering my final,so it seems kind of logic.But still, there's still a slightest probability that the results might change.All we can do for now is to pray to Allah and like you just said,hoping a better grades..
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